Lyrics of "09 - Y" by Dongfei

When questions come from all directions

Curled up, the body couldn't tell the direction

I looked around at the scene

There's walls all around and I'm standing in the middle now

You can feel the pain growing

The gap between real stress and death

It's like a farce, a fight in a hug

It keeps me from seeing everything. It's like a mirage

I gradually lost my feeling

I don't complain much when I close it up

Like hoping not to be noticed, arguing is helping

Everyone is apologizing to each other

It doesn't matter

It's like a warning from the darkness in the abyss

Let me see this

After I repeatedly get and lose (very funny)

You don't know that I have several identities

I have to be able to switch freely in different situations

Cut everything off

That's why I'm tired of living

Found that they have been following the trajectory of others, even the angle does not change

I'm tired of it

I don't want to say a word more about people and things I hate

It's all emotional

Underground in this area

I became more and more negative

I couldn't hear anything else

It's like being locked in a box

Other people's demands on you can no longer be imposed on you through thought

You didn't dare to talk because you were afraid that you would do something wrong

Even forget who you are, where you live and how old you are

Why on earth do I always live for others

Always want to be fair, but is everything fair

I have no choice

I'm not happy

But fortunately (I can write songs)

I have forgotten what I was

Who can see the difference in time and space

Not willing to share with others

I took a whisky, put the pain in the glass, and I went on singing

Who can I meet in the process

Who am I standing opposite the truth

I asked myself

What's the time

When is the starting point

How can it be avoided

There are always strange ideas in the brain

I closed my eyes and couldn't help talking

I'm controlled by it. I'm talking to death

Keep making choices, what's the price