utterly dissipated
As a Chinese idiom, Pinyin is x ī NR ú g ǎ om ù, which means a state of mind that is not affected by foreign things. Now it mostly describes frustration. It comes from Zhuangzi's Qi Wu Lun.
The origin of Idioms
Chuang Tzu's Qi Wu Lun: "is it possible for a woman to be solid in shape to be like a withered tree, while a woman's heart to be solid can be like a dead woman?" "the nine sighs of Chu Ci:" a chaste woman's heart is like a withered tree and a dead woman. "
Idiom usage
To act as a predicate or attributive
Analysis of Idioms
I feel like I'm dead
utterly dissipated
live a long life with good eyes and ears - cháng shēng jiǔ shì
Ten relatives and nine dependents - shí qīn jiǔ juàn