Forced death to live
The Chinese idiom, Pinyin is Qi à ngs à L à Ihu ó, which means the metaphor is very reluctant. It is the same as "forced death and forced living". From thirty tickets.
The origin of Idioms
Guyu's thirty work tickets: "the great power pulled her to the ground by force and by force."
Analysis of Idioms
Idiom usage: as adverbial; refers to very reluctantly
Forced death to live
unable to distinguish black from white - bù fēn qīng béi