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It is a Chinese idiom, Pinyin is j ì nxi ā ngq í nqi è, which means to be far away from home for many years without any sound. Once you return, the closer you are to your hometown, the more uneasy you will feel, for fear that something bad will happen to your hometown. It is used to describe the complicated mood of a wanderer when he returns home. From Han River.
The origin of Idioms
Song Zhi of Tang Dynasty asked Hanjiang: "the sound of the book outside the mountain is broken. After winter and spring, we are more timid when we are close to our hometown. We dare not ask the visitor."
Idiom usage
Used as an object or attribute; used in writing. These two days, Hung-chien was very timid and worried about his hometown. He felt that going home was not as simple as his ideal. (Chapter 17 of Fortress Besieged by Qian Zhongshu)
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approaching seventy years of age - nián jìn gǔ xī
have a great effect will have much effect - míng xiào dà yà
try to deceive by covering up one 's real purpose - jiǎo róu zào zuò
Things will return to the extreme - wù jí bì fǎn
desire greatly to win the support of the wise - sī xián rú kě