Lyrics of perplexity by Pan Yilin

When I am all alone

Lonely and lonely

I think of you

I think of you

And I miss you

Thinking of you

The Skies don’t seem too bright

Dark clouds accumulate in the sky

A thunderstorm is coming

The storm began

And it will cover you

Drowning you

Will you come home? Will you come home?

When will you be back? When will you return?

To hold me tight, to hold me tight

You who hold me tight

Its almost night, Its almost night

At the approach of night

Only you can chase away my fears

Have you to drive away loneliness for me

Time is treating me

Years are cruel

so cruelly

Time stripping

So calculative and empty

It works in mind

Your smile is still

Your smile

Crystallised on

Still frozen in

The glass you returned to me

You can't return my cup

Where are you now, where are you now

Where are you? Where are you?

Are you alright, are you alright?

Is everything ok? Blessing and sympathy

I miss your kisses, I miss your kisses

Miss you, miss you, miss your kiss

I intensely hope for a trace of warmth

Hope for a little warmth

I see your face when my head touches the pillow

Dream, reappear your face

In my dreams I smell the perfume you left behind

Dream is lingering, perfume is endless.

I think of your blue shirt and the first time we met

Remember the first time, encounter in the blues

And the fun we had laughing at each other over dinner

Spend time happily, we fable for each other

I read your poems over and over again

I reread your poetic handwriting

Dreaming that I’m your only one

I'm the only one for you

Dreaming that you would once again take my hand

Fantasy of my hand being led by you

Without you everything is unfamiliar

Without you, everything is no longer familiar

I get lost in the crowd without you

I'm lost in the sea of people again

I’m like a floating log constantly looking out for danger

It's like a driftwood to watch out for crises everywhere