Lyrics of the nonexistent lover by Lin Junjie

I thought I could see the sunshine before I remembered that you had already left

All of a sudden, the world's heart will always be in the dark night

The place I haven't been with hasn't realized my dream

We can only forget for a while

In the picture, your face and smile stop in my eyes

The beauty changed in a twinkling of an eye

It's like a blank when the film sees the light

Don't want to update your status, don't want to delete your pattern

Pretend someone's around for you every day

I don't want to be seen through. I'm alone

If anyone asks about you, I'll say, so what

Imagine having dinner with you, imagine waiting for daybreak with you

Stories are like specimens

It's a beautiful illusion, but it's dead

Make up your recent situation and describe yourself

Pretend it's the same. You're by my side every day

I don't want to be seen through. I'm the only one

If anyone asks about you, I'll say as usual

No one understands the armed, no one doubts the strong

Don't want to face my madness, don't want to face my absurdity

Pretending not to be hurt, all the pain one person to bear

I don't want to expose myself. It's my punishment

A lover who doesn't exist won't leave me