MC Xiyang's lyrics of "depression becomes disease"

We are not invulnerable

But I know

All the injuries will be cured as you go on

After a long time, you will even forget the cold

It's like we don't know when winter will pass

But we know it will pass

I locked myself in my room and wrote every poem

Looking back on the past 24 years, it's like wind and snow

Year after year, how much sorrow does he bear

If one day, if one day, if you go back to that day

I shut myself up to look for the boy

But the boy doesn't come back. Where is he wandering

He came alone, he drove away all the haze

If you can, if you can

I can't find a way to make life like chess

If I lose this chess game, can I change a human skin

One step at a time, one step at a time

If depression, if depression, if depression becomes a disease

I'm crazy. It's like air

Can narrow space blocked, also thought to give up

I give up trying, how can I get ahead

If I give up if I give up if I go to heaven

How many vagaries have I experienced along the way

My spirit began to be in a trance, and all the stories became mysteries

Maybe I've been here, and I've been against the world

If not, if it's a foregone conclusion

I'm a depressive patient. It's OK. Are you laughing

I cry and laugh like a black joke

What do I want? What do I want

If you're crazy, if you're flustered, make a scene

I cut my wrist and my hair. Who's watching

The red is pouring out, and the drops are slowly rotting

My heart is no longer disordered, my soul betrays

If you die, if you die, if you make an end

I want to kill myself and all the loneliness and emptiness

I can't kill the melancholy, I can't kill the breath

What can I stifle the devaluation I have suffered

If I were, if I was, if there was no medicine