Lyrics of "how should I exist" by diving girl

You will never return to the gray night

The gray world is like parting

Dare not pain, dare not cry

It doesn't matter if you want to disguise

Do you suffer the same

You smile so beautiful in the picture

I can only watch and hold back love

Dare not pain, dare not cry

You want to pretend to be sober

Are you poor, too

So you always exist

In my dream

Let me see you can't be myself

So you always exist

In my heart

Let me not forget every minute