What you say goes against your heart
It's a Chinese idiom, Pinyin is y á NY ǔ x ī NW é I, which means that words are against the mind. It comes from Wu Zi, the state of Tu.
Idiom and allusion [source], Wuzi · Tuguo: "the minister takes up the hidden place by seeing. In the past, what does the LORD say against his heart?" If Gou is not a human being, he is bound to be ill. Preface to poem of boshuizhai by Yan Ermei in Qing Dynasty
What you say goes against your heart
obtain gold by washing it from sand and gravel - pī shā jiǎn jīn
Cut the rod and uncover the wood - zhǎn gān jiē mù
be situated at the foot of a hill and beside a stream - yī shān bàng shuǐ