Not in my heart
Chinese idiom, Pinyin is x ī NF ē IXI à ngy ì, meaning dissatisfied, but in private discussion. It comes from the historical records of the first emperor of Qin Dynasty.
The origin of Idioms
According to the historical records of the first emperor of Qin Dynasty, "if you enter, your heart will be wrong, and if you leave, you will have a discussion."
Idiom usage
Used as a subject or object; used in writing
Not in my heart
alternate tension with relaxation - yī zhāng yī chí
be in a deplorable plight and powerless - shì qióng lì cù