lose mental control
Xinbuzhuzhu (x ī Nb ù y ó UZH ǔ) is a modern idiom, which expresses emotion and means that the mind can't be controlled by itself.
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For example, song Wumingshi's "Zhang Xie's number one scholar, Zhang Xie's poor girl reunion": "Zhang Xie didn't mean to marry you, so he couldn't help himself on the way to poverty. Kuang Tianhan raised his eyes and had no relatives. He married the Yi family in disorder. "
That Lan Er several suspicions the body enters wide cold, make the mind be in a trance, ~. The second chapter of the romance of Empress Dowager Cixi by Cai Dongfan
lose mental control
homeless and wandering from place to place - liú lí diān pèi