I'm going to kill myself
As a Chinese idiom, Pinyin is sh ù sh ǒ uz ì B ì, which means to bind your hands and kill yourself. From Guangyang Zaji.
The origin of Idioms
The second volume of Guangyang Zaji written by Liu Xianting in Qing Dynasty: "but it's hard for the company to understand, and it's still taboo in ancient times. Today's army has no connection, and the company has no transportation, so it's no good for them to kill themselves."
Idiom usage
Used as a predicate, object, or attribute.
I'm going to kill myself
without any complaint to the end of one 's life - mò chǐ wú yuàn
be passed on and become a tradition - xiāng yán chéng sú
almost leave his body in horror - hún xiāo pò sàng