I'm going to kill myself
As a Chinese idiom, Pinyin is sh ù sh ǒ uz ì B ì, which means to bind your hands and kill yourself. From Guangyang Zaji.
The origin of Idioms
The second volume of Guangyang Zaji written by Liu Xianting in Qing Dynasty: "but it's hard for the company to understand, and it's still taboo in ancient times. Today's army has no connection, and the company has no transportation, so it's no good for them to kill themselves."
Idiom usage
Used as a predicate, object, or attribute.
I'm going to kill myself
The people are honest and honest - mín chún sú hòu
Advance the virtuous and retreat the traitor - jìn xián tuì jiān
the desire to live the life of a recluse - jī shān zhī zhì