Hold a grudge
Chinese idiom, Pinyin reading B à oh è nhu á ngqu á n, means to die with regret. It also refers to something that hasn't been done or tried. It comes from yongbie Zhuan quoted by Li Xian of Tang Dynasty.
The origin of Idioms
Li Xian of Tang Dynasty quoted yongbie Zhuan as saying: "the minister is in a lonely and dangerous position, hanging his life, destroying the dust and breathing for no time. I'm afraid that my heart will be decayed and I'll hold a grudge against the world. "
Discrimination of words
Close synonym: death without closing one's eyes. [antonym]: die without regret.
Idiom usage
Used as a predicate, object, etc. example he didn't succeed in his life, and finally ~.
Hold a grudge
busy oneself hankering after personal fame and gain - kàng chén zǒu sú
make impromptu comic gestures and ramarks - chā kē dǎ hùn