Lyrics of anesthesia by Chen Jieyi

This is something I can bear

No matter how painful it is

But you can't carry me on your back

I sacrificed my feelings for some reward

But you didn't open your mouth

It was the hardest moment

Even worse than death

Wrap the wound for me, but who can

Or am I waiting for you to feel guilty

When you come back one day, you will turn yourself in to me

Why is it ridiculous to find freedom for you

Can you tell me what to take to treat the wound

If you are used to it, how long will you wait

He asked me to make excuses for whom

Anesthetize me and let me sleepwalk

I don't know if I'm hurt

After anesthesia, I found the hands

Carved deeper by you, I don't know how to let go

I hope you will suddenly feel guilty one day