Lyrics of zabening's Zhang Jie: tribulation is the best gift

The topic I'm going to talk about today is called suffering. It's the best gift. Ten years to now, I think, what is my biggest suffering? I think about it. I think it should be today.

I think today is a special time and place for me, because today I am in Shanghai, the place where I am speaking. In fact, Shanghai is a peak of my life, and also a trough of my life, because I started in Shanghai in 2004, and then I fell down in Shanghai. I think I'm so hot. I don't want to sing. Singing is a very easy thing. I must do something harder. OK, here I am. Because in fact, it may make me think about the past, I may, I have a little selective amnesia, and I may not want to think about too many difficult things. Because I am very happy that I can be loved by everyone.

At that time, the university would work and study, I studied tourism and hotel, and then we had to practice, so I went to the bar, worked as a waiter during the day, and sang there at night. At that time, I thought the economic situation was ok, because when I was singing outside, for college students, I could use the money to pay tuition, buy a computer and subsidize my family. I thought it was quite smooth, and then I felt as if I had grown up. I thought it would be like this in the future. As a result, I will also take part in some campus competitions. I'm not really trying to make myself a star in the future. I just want to know more good singers and sing more songs to them.

Later, I was a little nervous. Now, later, one day I saw an advertisement for a competition on a billboard of a bus. The singing competition was national. The competition was called "my style, my show". I took it as an eye opening long-distance trip and came to Shanghai. But at that time, I didn't really think about it. I was going to win the championship, and I didn't dare to win it. But the biggest attraction for me was that if I won the championship, I could sing with the judges at that time and my idol Mr. Zhang Xueyou. Then I prepared a Chinese song for you at that time, which is called "the love of the Big Dipper".

But two years later, suddenly, there was a change in the top management of the brokerage company. The chance of singing became less and less, and life became difficult. At that time, it seemed that there was no money. Every time there was no money, there would be more money in the card. Then I found that it was my family who called me, and they didn't want to tell me. One day, I felt uncomfortable in my heart, and then I called my mother. My mother fell asleep, and then she was doing a rice noodle business. I told her not to sleep in the place burning honeycomb briquette at night, because it has a lot of toxic gas. Then I called and found that she was still sleeping there, so I was very anxious with her. I said if you could sleep in the place far away from home. Then I actually complained about her. I complained about her very loudly. As soon as I heard that my mother didn't speak, I felt that I had been an artist for two years, but I didn't go to help my family share anything. Then I kept saying on the phone, mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

Because I was only 21 or 22 years old at that time, and I didn't go to a big city. Every time I went to the subway, I went to see those people. They were all very strange, and they were doing their own things. Then I didn't know what I was going to do tomorrow, what I was going to do the next day, when I was under the most psychological pressure, or when I had to choose the most difficult time, I really had some problems If I think about it, I'll go back and continue to be a singer and sing in the bar. Because I think that at least can earn money, on their own life is really no problem, because at that time really thousands of dollars for the family, it is really a lot of numbers. At that time, I remember that I shut myself up at home, that is, closed up. Then I went to a second-hand audio and video store and bought a mixer. Then I sang to the wall every day at home and sang all my favorite songs. At that time, the most popular song was young battlefield, and I felt that it was very suitable for my mood at that time.

OK, what am I doing, and then I don't think I can do this. One day when I was singing, I saw an advertisement on TV and another competition. That competition can let hundreds of millions of people hear me sing. I think it's a very happy thing. I must sing it to you, so I began to ask my friends, I said I would also participate in this competition. What do you think. All my friends were against it. Nana supported me at that time. She always supported me behind my back. She thought, come on, you can! Then I summed up all your suggestions, and I thought about it for one night. That night I felt unforgettable. I guess I learned to speak to myself from that time. Then, Zhang Jie, are you going? It's a terrible thing. Go ahead. It's a good chance to sing. How many people will think of you, they will have a lot of misunderstanding, it doesn't matter, other people's views are other people's views, as long as you sing, happy. And I said, well, I'll listen to you. I remember I went to Chengdu to sign up and go to the scene in Chengdu. When I picked up the ID card, everyone was photographing me, and then a lot of media were photographing me. Then the picture was like a slow motion. Many people said that he was Zhang Jie. Why did he come to the competition? Then many people said, is that my idol? Is he here to be a guest? In terms of various opinions, I had a lot of pressure at that time. The news at that time was that Zhang Jie defected. In fact, those three months were the most stressful ones for me. Then I had too much pressure, too much pressure. Then at night, I started to cry under the quilt, crying for a few hours, and then I went to sleep when I was tired. After sleeping, I continued to practice songs with you the next day. So at that time, everyone saw Zhang Jie's very serious expression.

After that, I have been suffering from some public opinions or attacks, that is, a lot of words. You know, I am most confident when I sing, but I didn't feel confident when I stood on the stage at that time. During that time, every day I would go to relax, and then Nana would accompany me, and then we would take a walk to relax. Then she told me a lot, I think really, I think I really appreciate her, even if I have, I don't know how to say. I'll sing a few lines. If there is no drop of water, lonely baptism, it is like not love, not unforgettable, if you do not give up their own, there is no room, this love does not deserve your name, because love is not easy, no matter how hard I am very happy, just want to hold you, accompany you, do not say nothing is also sunny. Because love is not easy to come, no matter how many misunderstandings I am happy to, just want to hold you, protect you, there is a kind of do not give up called treasure.

I want to tell you, along the way, you may be sad, you can escape some things, you can also be hit, but you must, you must learn to be brave, you should thank you for the unfairness and tribulations, because in fact, these tribulations will really make you grow up, and these tribulations will be the best in your life Gifts. I feel naive and too fair. I can't express myself, and then I can't explain myself. When I encounter misunderstandings, I will tell you that it's all my problems, it's all my problems, because I think that if I say so, everything will disappear. Then I remember 2010, which was really the most stressful year for me, when I met all kinds of opinions. At that time, the news was that Zhang Jie was on the top. I remember when I held a concert in 2010, when I was on stage, I wanted to sing very much. But I really felt that the whole person was in a very nervous state. When I saw everyone, I would think, what were they thinking? Did they hate me? Have they already left? I'll leave if I want to. But I believe that no matter what I do, I will always use the love in my songs to comfort them. I always think that fans' love is not simple love. I think fans' love is better than their family sometimes. Don't laugh at fans, they don't understand!

That's all for my speech today. Thank you. Thank you.