Lyrics of anonymous faith by Lin Jiaying

I always want to grow up quickly

Have a secure job and a happy home

I have him and the flowers he sent me

Talk heart to heart, beat and scold, hold me and talk

After so many things, I know a lot

You should give something if you want to live well

It's a bit headstrong, but I still expect someone to understand me

Silence with me when I am most sad

As time goes on, so do happy moments

Become speechless and silent, looking at the boat you're leaving

Recall the promise I made to them

They said they would always be with them and never leave

Now we're going our separate ways, and it's always embarrassing to meet each other

Nod and smile, maybe they forgot what they had said

You never know what's going to happen next

Is happy is sad or perhaps unknown torture

I'm so hurt by you that I don't want to remember you and me

Those who can't go back always remind me to save you

The picture of imagination is always better than the reality

Reality will pour cold water on you when you put in

It's like advertising is no longer a fever

It's repeated every day, even though it's boring

Sometimes I want to run away or end my life

Desperate to dare not face, but still insist that I'm ok

I can't fit into their world

It's really bad that you don't understand

I'm too harsh, I'm too serious, I scare away a lot of people

They say I'm mean and hurtful, and I can only admit it

I try not to care, not to care so much

It's enough to try to be cold to people and feel bad about yourself

The wound is painful, but I can only bear it

Only you will love yourself. This is a reality, not a dream

Comfort yourself that everything will be OK

Look ahead, everyone's gone. There's no need to stay

I'm so hurt by you that I don't want to remember you and me

Those who can't go back always remind me to save you

Maybe sometimes an unintentional word will hurt people

But please believe it's not intentional. Don't be so serious

I'm stupid and easy to believe, so there's no one around

Once put down my self-esteem for a relationship

They all said I was arrogant and arrogant

I don't care about other people's feelings. What I say is also very damaging

Sometimes you think about it. Don't care what they say

But I can't pretend to be happy without friends

I always hope you can understand me and try to get close to me

I would like to make a hundred times of efforts to try to move you

Occasionally tired to cannot bear the overload pain, who can understand

Why even memories have become so turbulent

No amount of sweet talk is better than a hug

What I need is to rely on me when I am sad

But no one can do it, not even himself

I really want to close my eyes and no longer care about those troubles

I'm so hurt by you that I don't want to remember you and me

Alcohol numb, I love you. What's wrong with leaving you

Wake up, let everything return to zero, forget your tobacco fragrance