Lyrics of MC Mengtong's growing up buries the edge

I'm sorry I didn't dream, loneliness is my faith

I smoked heavy cigarettes, I looked up at the blue sky,

Unforgettable memories, it is still in my heart.

I've had a bad drink, and I look down at my hands,

Lead how many slag man walk, shiver alone in the night.

I used to cut my body with a knife to protect myself.

When I mentioned the knife, I lost myself.

I used to say that I didn't go home every night.

I also have feelings about the scenes of fox friends and dog friends.

I used to go out to make up and borrow the fire of passers-by.

Young frivolous, without thinking, the home as a shackle.

I used to be extremely afraid of loneliness and being alone.

It wasn't until the end that I realized that it was all my fault.

I've hurt many people's hearts because I was young and frivolous.

In order not to be like this again, so I decided to forget.

I began to control smoking every day for my tomorrow.

Every night there are thousands of thoughts, lonely writing poems.

I started trying to stop drinking. I'm not drinking more.

No longer to lead the slag man's hand, even if a person to go.

I began to put down the knife in my hand, and my anger disappeared.

My hands are no longer tied. I lift this steel knife.

I began to rush home and sit on the living room sofa every day.

I took out my books to consolidate myself and wanted to have him.

Although I started to take off some makeup.

Try to smile and try to be calm.

I began to try to break the loneliness and cover up my depression.

Still pretending I'm not lonely, though alone.

I began to stop being young and frivolous, and put away my former strength.

Although no longer flying, but will not surrender.