Lyrics of Xu Ziyang's one man after all

I picked up the pen in my hand and wrote down my memories

I gave up all my dreams and found myself

I saw the crossroads and thought of my past

I forgot what we said together

I can't remember how many times I've been fighting

Once swore a lie

But now it's all buried

I can only be alone

Doing that unhappy thing

Who can understand me

The lyrics

I know I'm just a failure

But you have perverse rules

It's going to drive me crazy

Do you think it's not a good result

In the end, there are only tears in my eyes

Help you get rid of it

Life is a game, not by strength

In the ups and downs of desire

To be able to fully express themselves

Throw life far, far away

In the end, there are only memories

Just to find that one

Simple and ordinary self

But life is like this, everyone has an ideal

Instead of giving up all directions for the ideal

I love my arrogance and I love my rap

A successful loser. It's not a show off

I picked up the pen in my hand and wrote down my memories

I gave up all my dreams and found myself

I saw the crossroads and thought of my past

I forgot what we said together

I picked up the pen in my hand and wrote down my memories

I gave up all my dreams and found myself

I saw the crossroads and thought of my past

I forgot what we said together

I stayed up all night until 3:30 in the morning

I think about it every day and I don't have a full meal

Put all the emotions and memories in my pocket

All the unhappy things

It's all in my head

I can't forget the lies you told me

I can't help it

How can I forget her

It's all a dream, but I can't wake up after all

All this is a dream, can only with you to indulge

It's another dark and sleepless night

It's a time of pain and missing

It's another person looking at our pictures

It's the plot and the picture

I picked up the pen in my hand and wrote down my memories

I gave up all my dreams and found myself

I saw the crossroads and thought of my past

I forgot what we said together

I picked up the pen in my hand and wrote down my memories

I gave up all my dreams and found myself

I saw the crossroads and thought of my past

I forgot what we said together

I picked up the pen in my hand and wrote down my memories

I gave up all my dreams and found myself

I saw the crossroads and thought of my past

I forgot what we said together

Now I write down my memories by myself

I put headphones on my back

Get ready to move on

It's too late to wake up

Everything is very familiar, just around you

I picked up the pen in my hand and wrote down my memories

I gave up all my dreams and found myself

I saw the crossroads and thought of my past

I forgot what we said together

I picked up the pen in my hand and wrote down my memories

I gave up all my dreams and found myself

I saw the crossroads and thought of my past

I forgot what we said together

I picked up the pen in my hand and wrote down my memories

I gave up all my dreams and found myself

I saw the crossroads and thought of my past

I forgot what we said together