Lyrics of idontknowwhattodo

Beats by RA

I don't know what to do

Everything around me turn my brain into stew

Last night saw her through the window with some other dude

I just wanna take a plane fly to Malibu

My world turning up side down

Like I'm in the deep dark ocean bout to drown

really dont know what happens next

I am like a bomb on it's finally countdown

Sitting on the bed with a head full of regrets

Cannot fall asleep so I got a pack of cigarettes

Using alcohol tryna make myself forget

But all it did was making me upset

I don't ****ing know

Wanna ask what my future really holds

Too many stories to be told I

Don't wanna deal with my issues

I feel like I'm suicidal

I feel so lonely

Now that I ain't got anybody that can help me

Had to deal with all the bullshit by myself only

Honestly I really don't know where to even begin

And it kinda really has been

I don't wanna think too much it make my head spin

I may seem alive on the outside but really I'm

Already dead within

I ****ing need some help

I can't go through by myself

All the voices in my head so loud

I don't know what to do right now

I may just give up on myself

So that I can solve the problems that I haven't dealt with

I'm trapped in the world of confusion

Everyday I ask myself if I can peace out right now

I ****ing need some help

I can't go through by myself

All the voices in my head so loud

I don't know what to do right now

I may just give up on myself

So that I can solve the problems that I haven't dealt with

I'm trapped in the world of confusion

Everyday I ask myself if I can peace out right now

I don't know what to do

Everything around me turn my brain into stew

Last night saw her through the window with some other dude

I just wanna take a plane fly to Malibu

My world turning up side down

Like I'm in the deep dark ocean bout to drown

really dont know what happens next

I am like a bomb on it's finally countdown

Why am I so depressed

Just look around many things to be impressed

Starting to realize I'm actually blessed

By god who gave me this life to live

And it's not in my best interest to throw it away

For some shit that I cannot move past

I don't wanna live in a world infested

With hatred with sadness with meaningless damage

I don't ****ing need help

I can go thru by myself

Ain't no voices in my head right now

What will I become only time will tell

Why would I give up on my self

Still got bunch of bullshit problems that I haven't dealt with

Wanna live in a world where people spread love

Wanna living in a world that is all built on trust

I don't ****ing need help

I can go thru by myself

Ain't no voices in my head right now

What will I become only time will tell

Why would I give up on my self

Still got bunch of bullshit problems that I haven't dealt with

Wanna live in a world where people spread love

Wanna living in a world that is all built on trust