Lyrics of "I shot myself"

If someone asked me how you got through those hard times

I think I have only one word to answer you, I have a strong force to support me, that is, I want to die but dare not

I shot myself, and I was seriously injured, maybe because of fear

Or because of some reason, I feel dizzy. In fact, I want to leave for a long time, but I have no determination

Well, let me talk about it. Let me think about how I ended my life and how my pain grew

The muzzle of the gun is a little cold and black. It seems that he is urging me to hurry up and save time

At first, I was a little nostalgic for you, the scene suddenly appeared, and even a little nostalgic that I once loved you

I began to sweat hard for life, but later I realized that life had abandoned me

Love is gone, career is gone, I cried several times, home is gone, life is gone, I'm too unlucky

I raised my gun hand to my chest and tapped the trigger so skillfully

Bang, I don't care how much I get. How good is it to be a ghost

It turns out that the end is so simple and there is no uneasiness compared with the pessimistic way in the past

Do you think I'll die? No one gave me paper. My blood spurted out and dyed my teeth red

Pupil dilation, like pouring out, this kind of eyes is very cool, I'm not dead, but I can't close my eyes

Ha ha, it's not too painful. The blood is not very red. I'm free now. Goodbye to this empty city

After my death, who will come to see my body rotting? Who will guess and judge my regret

The smell of gunpowder in the air makes me so proud that I don't need to rely on anyone to embrace

I'm tired and tired. Now I want to sleep

Go to sleep, silly boy. Love won't come. Close your eyes. Where's the corpse? I'll bury you

I've killed myself and ruined my body. If living is a baptism, I'm sorry