The lyrics of Cai Zhao's I miss

I asked why

The girl texted me

And why are you

No explanation, head down, silent

I should believe you love me

I don't want to be perfunctory

I still understand

You don't want to save anything

Why

I'm no longer your joy

But why

But said with a bitter smile that I understand

Self esteem often drags people on

To love all twists and turns

Pretending to understand is fear

The truth is too stark

Embarrassment is worse than loss

What I miss is saying everything

I miss dreaming together

What I miss is after the quarrel

Or the impulse to love you

I remember that birthday

I also remember that song

I remember the starry sky

The tightest right hand

the warmest chest

Who remembers

Who forgot

Why

I'm no longer your joy

But why

But said with a bitter smile that I understand

Self esteem often drags people on

To love all twists and turns

Pretending to understand is fear

The truth is too stark

Embarrassment is worse than loss

What I miss is saying everything

I miss dreaming together

What I miss is after the quarrel

Or the impulse to love you

I remember that birthday

I also remember that song

I remember the starry sky

The tightest right hand

the warmest chest

Who forgot

What I miss is wordless moving

I miss the absolute heat

What I miss is that you are very excited

Please forgive me for holding me in pain

I remember you in the back

I remember shaking, too

Remember to feel turbulent

The most beautiful fireworks

The longest embrace

Who loves too freely

Who's going too far

Who will walk my heart

Who forgot that was commitment

Who goes by himself

Who forgot to look at me

Who makes love heavy

Who forgot to give you tenderness

I miss it

I still have the impulse to love you

I remember that birthday

I also remember that song

I remember the starry sky

The tightest right hand

the warmest chest

I let go

I give up my seat

Fake free and easy

Who knows how reluctant I am

I love you so much

So I

I didn't cry

I didn't say that

Emma, we've been with you