Lyrics of Li Baining's not I don't want to be happy

It's not that I don't want to be happy

I don't want to give up

It's just that you've been in my heart too long

No, I just want to be sad

I just want to escape

Even if you don't know what to do

Your face

Change as you say

It's like the grass turns green when the wind blows

Nothing is more stubborn than silence at the moment

It's not that I don't want to be happy

I don't want to be at ease

Who is more cruel in reality and fantasy

No, I just run away

I just let it go

Even if my heart still hurts

No later, no now

There's no way to say it

If it's not love, is it a right

It's not that I don't want to be happy

What are we nestling together

It's just like I haven't been here

Whose fault is it

It's not that I don't want to be happy

No reason for fantasy, just talk about it

How many memories are left in the end

Not at all

It's not that I don't want to be happy

I don't want to give up

It's just that you've been in my heart too long

No, I just want to be sad

I just want to escape

Even if you don't know what to do

Your face changes when you say it

It's like the grass turns green when the wind blows

Nothing is more stubborn than silence at the moment

It's not that I don't want to be happy

I don't want to be at ease

Which is more cruel, fantasy or reality

No, I just run away

I just let it go

Even if my heart still hurts

No later, no now

There's no way to say it

If it's not love, is it a right

It's not that I don't want to be happy

What are we nestling together

It's just like I haven't been here

Whose fault is it

It's not that I don't want to be happy

No reason for fantasy, just talk about it

There are a few last memories

Not at all