Lyrics of Shao Yan's diary 11

From the boat by the distant sea

A lonely oar without direction

A handful of sea water, I hope he is spicy and choking

So I am a person with low self-esteem

From the lonely mountain far away

A willful horse without a word

A door that I don't know if exists

So I'm a sad person

If I continue to dream of mom, will you be depressed

Are you worried that my happiness will ignite me before dark

If I continue to dream, ask if I will despair

Sooner or later, my melancholy will be so icy

From the clouds far away

A drop of helpless rain swaying with the wind

Have been indulgent but unable to tolerate their own

So I'm struggling

If I continue to dream of mom, will you be depressed

Are you worried that my happiness will ignite me before dark

If I continue to dream, ask if I will despair

Sooner or later, my melancholy will be so icy

Let me light up the car with a cigarette

Even if you put out the whole sun, you won't put out hope

Let me burn this youth with a sunset

Ashes will only float like that, far from being contaminated by the world

It's just tomorrow. Yesterday is yesterday

So today's dream should be finished today