Lyrics of ex boyfriend's not in

When I'm tired, I lock in my emotions

Don't let it pile up

I hold my breath when I feel pain

No room for missing

Only when it rains

Just think of you will cry

It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter

I finally learned to play the piano by myself

Just playing the piano without you

I finally learned to dream by myself

It's just a dream without you

I'm still as careless as I used to be

I often forget the day of the week

But I can't forget your eyes

Through the crowd

Who can replace you

Copy what you gave me

That kind of love

Empty the memory of the mind

Lonely but ruthlessly pounce on

Caught unprepared, unable to escape

I admit I'm too dependent

Like a child who doesn't understand

Squander our future

I just woke up

I admit that I regret the hurt

Put aside your good and my bad

Until now, I have learned to endure your absence

I finally learned to play the piano by myself

Just playing the piano without you

I finally learned to dream by myself

It's just a dream without you

I'm still as careless as I used to be

I often forget the day of the week

But I can't forget your eyes

Through the crowd

Who can replace you

Copy what you gave me

That kind of love

Empty the memory of the mind

Lonely but ruthlessly pounce on

Caught unprepared, unable to escape

I admit I'm too dependent

Like a child who doesn't understand

Squander our future

I just woke up

I admit that I regret the hurt

Put aside your good and my bad

Until now, I have learned to endure your absence