The lyrics of Qi Yan Hua by Zhang sanmi

Today I lose myself

Introduction to the album

One

Zhuangzi neipian Qi Wu Lun

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"I" refers to entering into a high level of spiritual freedom, which is the spiritual self;

The "I" of "bereavement" is the physical and real self;

"Mourning" is to lose and forget.

It means to get rid of the complicated "all I" and return to the original source of life.

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"I lost myself" actually refers to a special psychological state.

In this state, people forget the existence of things and self,

It mixes the boundary between the object and the self, and integrates the two into one.

And I understand it as "I abandoned myself", not only forgetting, but also abandoning.

Two

Let's start with the main song "the one who lost me.",

As the name suggests, he is in the highest state of selflessness,

It can also be interpreted as abandoning one's own people.

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Joe gave me the original word on June 22,

At that time, it was a deep dream with the title of "seeking shadow".

I didn't write the melody until a few days ago,

The words have been changed and added by me.

In her words

"It's more or less hopeful, but it's just an expression of pride."

"But This is the "San Mi".

Seems to be able to reflect their own mirror, she always understand me.

Most of all, this is rare in the world.

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It's during this period,

Some things, good and bad,

What I have imagined, what I have never thought of,

It's all coming up one after another.

He is responsible for his own profits and losses,

How to dispel, only write songs.

Last time it was the dumb pub, this time it was my mourner. It has nothing to do with Zhuang Zhou.

But fortunately, this is an eternal existence that will not move with time or change with the world.

Three

The melody of "my bereaved one" fluctuates greatly,

Four or three beat rhythm, marching style, swing music.

It's a new experience.

Singing is also different from the past, injecting power, in a nearly crazy way.

Until the interlude, I can't help choking when I reveal my monologue. The moment left is real.

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The arrangement of music has changed its normal state with strong rhythm,

Whether it is the compact arrangement of instrumental music or the ingenious handling of paragraphs,

In line with the mood of the song at the same time to achieve musical progress.

There are more than 100 tracks, and the project is complicated.

Teachers in mainland China have made great contributions.

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It's sanmi's consistent method of music creation not to play according to common sense,

It's not random.

I'm not willing to match any style as a frame.

I'm me, I'm just me.

Four

A piece of pure music played on a piano with an octave box is like a childlike innocence that has not been stained by the dust, and is named "Qi Yan Hua";

A piece of original and gentle "I lost myself" with the theme of the foundation "Qi Wu Lun" selected paragraph, named "Qi Wu Hua";

Three in one, to achieve the whole.

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Different from the dreamland constructed by EP in dumb tavern,

This is the first attempt to extend and redevelop the song on the same basis.

I'm not satisfied with the results, at least in my creation.

Five

To be sure, Zhuangzi's philosophical realm can't be fully expressed by his own shallow understanding or songs. For 5000 years in China, great ancient people have made a more macroscopic interpretation. And my music at this time is only as an outlet for my own exploration, which is to respond to the impact and understanding I got at that time and transform it into a specific personal meaning. It does not represent any objective existence, nor does it discuss the mystery of philosophy.

Six

I only write what I want to write and sing what I want to sing,

There is no freedom in the world. I draw my own freedom from it.

I don't need other people's interference. I don't need too many opinions. I just care what I want to express.

Or do not need to fully understand, if you can be understood, bosom friend is not easy.

And the rest, if there is any part of Ci and Qu that can move you, is also the honor of sanmi.

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Thank you for still willing to watch me talk, accompany me and listen to me.

Still, it's nothing to do with foreign things, just yourself.