Lyrics of Guan Chuyao's "spokesperson of sorrow"

I'd rather have nothing than leave me alone

And I don't want to dominate the throne anymore

Let me go. I'm tired of singing

A song of resentment about the role's falling in love

I'd rather not love anything than be sad

What's more, performing heartache doesn't help

I've done what I've done

Every night I sit with you and you don't have me in your heart

Knowing that it's hard, why sacrifice so much

How to be the spokesman of the miserable world

The mud is so deep, why not get rid of it one second earlier

No more kisses

People may like to be wrong for romance

And I totally know my mistake and refuse to fly again

If the tears you give me fail to glorify me

Why not calm down?

Knowing that it's hard, why sacrifice so much

How to be the spokesman of the miserable world

The mud is so deep, why not get rid of it one second earlier

Take off the title and find another match

Who said it hurt for you to sign a contract

Knowing that it's hard, why sacrifice so much

Being the spokesperson of the miserable world and suspecting being gilded

The mud is so deep, why not get rid of it one second earlier

Putting you down is like giving up drugs