Lyrics of sun Zihan's "memories so hurt"

I've been dreaming for a long time

Looking forward to the end of time

You said the old alley where my grandfather lived

The old look

You said you were gentle and kind

I blame my inner strength

I promised you a lifetime away

But exiled by time

We all pretend to let the memory hurt so much

Even later I think of this youth

There were tears

How absurd is love and how intoxicating is hate

I forgot myself

Forget the moonlight with you that night

We don't forgive trying to be brave in memory

In the end, who will blame each other for binding themselves

And I'm delusional that I can tell you my heart

I count the past

The scar in the memory is so long, accumulated into a wound

You said you were gentle and kind

I blame my inner strength

I promised you a lifetime away

But exiled by time

We all pretend to let the memory hurt so much

Even later I think of this youth

There were tears

How absurd is love and how intoxicating is hate

I forgot myself

Forget the moonlight with you that night

We don't forgive trying to be brave in memory

In the end, who will blame each other for binding themselves

And I'm delusional that I can tell you my heart

I count the past

The scar in the memory is so long, accumulated into a wound

We all pretend to let the memory hurt so much

Even later I think of this youth

There were tears

How absurd is love and how intoxicating is hate

I forgot myself

Forget the moonlight with you that night

We don't forgive trying to be brave in memory

In the end, who will blame each other for binding themselves

And I'm delusional that I can tell you my heart

I count the past

The scar in the memory is so long, accumulated into a wound