Lyrics of Zhang Haozhe's it's not my carelessness

I never dare to look at you carefully

I'm afraid I'll lose myself

Although you are not the only one for me

I can't get away with it

I asked the bottom of my heart carefully

How much do you really love

Although you never care

I still blame myself deeply

It's not that I was careless

It's just that the truth is hard to resist

I didn't mean to

Because I can't defend myself

It's not that I was careless

It's just that the truth is hard to resist

I didn't mean to

Because I can't defend myself

I want to tell you how I feel

You are not the only one for me

Although you said you didn't care

How can I forgive myself

It's not that I was careless

It's just that the truth is hard to resist

I didn't mean to

Because I can't defend myself

It's not that I was careless

It's just that the truth is hard to resist

I didn't mean to

Because I can't defend myself

I want to tell you how I feel

You are not the only one for me

Although you said you didn't care

How can I forgive myself