Lyrics of Ouyang Jing's state of mind

It's my state of mind

It's just a state of mind

And I don't wanna leave

Don't wanna leave it

It's my state of mind

It's just a state of mind

And I don't wanna leave

Don't wanna leave it

Behind

Ready let's go

Yo yo remember when Neyo figured out he was in the matrix

Started jumping over buildings like he was weightless

The final showdown face to face with the agents

It's kinda how I feel now it's crazy ain't it

These kind of scenarios usually occur in dreams

But lately there seem to be a reoccurring theme

I'm sure there's a message I'll gradually find

Haven't quite deciphered it yet

Just a matter of time

Sometimes the truth can be hard to digest

But I'd rather choke on the truth than be fed lies

Yes if you know tomorrow is cloudy with a chance of rain

But woke up to a sunny day would you still complain

I guess you can say I change like the weather

It's all good just know that I changed for the better

Chasing greatness refusing to fall way behind

Until I realized that it was just a state of mind

It's my state of mind

It's just a state of mind

And I don't wanna leave

Don't wanna leave it

It's my state of mind

It's just a state of mind

And I don't wanna leave

Don't wanna leave it

Behind

I'm going banking

Never leave it behind you might be in for a shot

Whatever

Secret society got it on lock

Could it be the Da Vinci code

Was more than just an ill flick

We being fooled by the government that would be real sick

Are we controlled by the rich and the banks they supply

If it's true I'm glad we got Tom Hanks on our side

On a serious note here is what I suggest

Sick the truth for yourself and never settle for less

No secret agendas for me just memory seeds

When you think of who planted it

Just remember it's me

Thoughts are more mature

I suppose I'm grown

I respect you opinion enough not to impose my own

Life is journey

Got a long way to go

It's funny

Without a map when it's the road when you know

Gotta trust you instincts every single day and time

Then you realize being lost is just a state of mind

It's my state of mind

It's just a state of mind

And I don't wanna leave

Don't wanna leave it

It's my state of mind

It's just a state of mind

And I don't wanna leave

Don't wanna leave it

Behind

Ever since I made the decision

And publicly proclaimed

My love and faith for god

Things just haven't been the same

Eyes wide open

No more snoozing I'm awake

Naturally influences the music that I make

Some call it Christian rap

But there is something missing to it

I mean

I don't just want Christians to listen to it

Never truly knew what my heart desired

All my brothers and sisters keep me so inspired

Emails from strangers

I read them every day

Praying for me saying that

So glad that I've been saved

Jin you rapping for the kingdom

You could be number 1

But more than that I just want to be a faithful son

My heart just won't allow me to be an artist first

This might quite possibly be my hardest verse

We each have a story if you can relate to mine

I pray that god continues to bless our state of mind

It's my state of mind

It's just a state of mind

And I don't wanna leave

Don't wanna leave it

It's my state of mind

It's just a state of mind

And I don't wanna leave

Don't wanna leave it

Behind