Lyrics of Ou Yangjing's "hearing"

I told you that my faith is ridiculous

Its hard to recognize the face of a hypocrite

I'm staring at the mirror its getting clearer

I see exactly who I am and I'm so sick of it

What a predicament

Imagine how I feel

Tryna hide a ladder can nolonger be concealed

Aha

But the cure has been reviewed

Heal me lord and I shall be healed

A simple declaration but a sure thing

Its Jeremiah 17 14

See when I quote the bible in my lines

I can't help but have a thought

To run across my mind

I'm in the booth making a reference to the word

The truth is the listener might think its absurd

Won't water down my beliefs

To making more repealing

Just tryna be transparent

So you know how I'm feeling

I'm healing

I said I'm healing

Yeah

Speaking of transparency

I can't deny my flaws and insecurities

Faithfully praying yes I am grateful

Impatiently waiting to see a breakthrough

To be free from the lust of my flesh

Only satisfied by love nothing less

I say I wang more of you and less of me

But underneath it all its just envy and jealousy

Is it for myself or is it ministry

Look what you started lord

Please finish me

I just wanna be real

I just wanna be healed

I just wanna be healed