Lyrics of fan mail by Ouyang Jing

can you believe it?

a whole decade has gone by

since I dropped my first album

man, time flies

where does it go?

nobody knows

I appreciate you all for comin’

to the shows

just to get front row

so that I can see your sign

showin’ up hours early

didn’t even mind

‘cause when I hit the stage

nothing else mattered

we were on Cloud Nine

‘til my dreams got shattered

felt like the

spotlight faded overnight

I can only blame myself

‘cause I fed into the hype

couldn’t admit it hurt

the game was so intense

they threw dirt on my name

but you came to my defense

some abandoned ship

but you stuck around

even supported the projects

I put out underground

as far as my career

it’s like I crash and survived

all these years it was you

that kept my passion alive

you’re more than just a fan to me x3

I think of you as family

they talk about it

like it was just yesterday

overwhelmed by the love

that they sent my way

you know what blows my mind

when they say

Jin, I remember

I was in the 7th grade

I used to watch you every week

I was so amazed

up there to compete

man, it felt like I

was on that stage

and when you got signed

I got signed too

yeah, that’s why

I’ll always stand behind you

see that was something

I was not prepared for

still figurin’ things out for myself

therefore

all the songs

about gettin’ drunk

and smokin’ up

never crossed my mind

the messages you were soakin’ up

didn’t realize where I was

‘til I was in it

truth is

that was never me to begin with

hopefully we’ll be

and we’ll both see

how we’ve come

such a long way

you’re more than just a fan to me x3

I think of you as family

let’s connect

that’s exactly why I came

showin’ love

want a hug

take a picture

sign my name

sure thing

as long as I ain’t in a hurrry

can always retake it

if the picture looks blurry

hands shakin’

hey, no need to be nervous

take a deep breath “huh”

none of us are perfect

I know you

might have expectations

but I’m just a man

not to be idolized

I hope you understand

so feel free

to take me off that pedestal

now there’s a better view

we have lots in common

and all of it is real

share the same emotions

that life can make you feel

your support is unconditional

they don’t understand it

between me and you

I will not take it for granted

reach out anytime

send a email

nofanzone

that’s my Gmail

you’re more than just a fan to me x3

I think of you as family

ahh yeaah