Lyrics of Su Youpeng's search

So, I think of the end of heaven

To understand the truth of beauty

So I tried to knock on the door of hell

To understand the cause of suffering

So, I broke with myself

Because of too many compromises

So, I'm going to put myself in a desperate situation

To feel the rebirth of desire

So I ripped my chest open

How painful that fire is

So I let myself fall into the trap

But sometimes it's safe

So, I climbed to the top of the mountain

So I jumped off the top of the cloud

So, I'm still looking

So I let myself dance in the fire

So, I don't eat or drink

Don't listen, don't listen, don't ask

So I embrace the naked me in the mirror

So, I hurt the people who love me most

So, I get drunk on the sidewalk late at night

So, I'm on a rainy night

Run and roar

Keep looking

So, I choose to go where there is no way

So I kiss people I don't know

So I asked the ants on the washstand

So I asked the sheep on the Scottish prairie

Where are you going

And where am I going?

Yes

So, I know and I don't know

So, I care and I don't care

So, I want it very much and I don't want it very much

So, I want to love and dare not love too much

So when I have an answer, it's not like an answer