Lyrics of Shen Qi's illness

We won't be friends after we break up

Because they hurt each other

It won't be the enemy

Because we loved each other

We will only be the most familiar strangers

Every day I fantasize about the light rain in the sky

Then I can lend you my umbrella

And you come and go like the wind, my heart is empty and empty

What you bring is the endless winter

And I'm thinking about the night with you

But I live in this world without you

But my fantasies are superfluous. You don't need them

I just pray you do it with him, remember to bring more layers

It's all my hypothesis, but it's not you

In fact, you and I have been more than 18000 miles apart

I finally accept the fact that you are cheating

Blame me for finding it's too late. It's not worth saving

I'm beginning to change and fall in love with her

I also found myself changing. I held her on the sofa

Then she's just a replacement for you, but I'm trapped

She doesn't talk much, but she knows my secret

I can breathe and spend every day and night together

Then why should I follow the rules and be the maggot in your eyes

She will wear my favorite red underwear for me

And she's not as rigid as you are. She's always on schedule

You like the black stockings on her body today

If I say I'm not happy, I'll put her under the bed

Her limbs can make me laugh and excited

I can even put my fist in her flesh

Even if I beat her with a belt, she was laughing

It's dripping on her like she's screaming

That's what I wanted to do with you, but I didn't

That's what I loved so much. How can I make mistakes

And you? You? You can't afford that

I hate you more and more because my forehead is blue

This family goes from south to north

You've destroyed the place where you used to live

Although this day is bitter, she never dislikes me

But I've given so much heartache, you haven't seen it

Don't ask me why I became a pervert

Why aren't you here when I needed you

She's so much better than you. At least she hasn't left

No matter how good you are, it doesn't belong to me anymore