Lyrics of Shen Qi's "I shot myself"

If someone asks me

How did you get through those hard times

I think I have only one answer

There is a strong force supporting me

The name of this power is "want to die and dare not"

I shot myself, and I was seriously injured

Maybe because of fear, my heart began to panic

Or, for some reason, a little dizzy

I just didn't want to leave

Well, let me talk about it. Let me think about it

How did I end my life, how did my pain grow

The muzzle is a little cold and black

It's like he's urging me to hurry up and save time

At first, I was a little nostalgic for you

Even a little miss I once loved you again

I began to give up on life, sweat failed

Then I realized that life had abandoned me

Love is gone, career is gone

I cried several times

Home is gone, life is gone

I'm just so unlucky

I raised my gun hand to my chest

Tap the trigger so skillfully

Bang, I don't care more or less

How much can you do? How good is it to be a ghost

It turns out there's nothing wrong with the simple ending

Compared with those pessimistic ways in the past, this kind of way is ordinary

Guess if I'll die. No one gave me paper

My blood is gushing out and my teeth are dyed red

It's cool to talk with eyes like this

Am I dead, but I can't sleep in peace

Ha ha, it's not too painful. The blood is not very red

I'm free now. Goodbye to this empty city

Who will come to see my body rot after I die

Who would guess and judge my regret

The smell of gunpowder in the air makes me so proud

I don't need to rely on anyone else anymore

I'm free. I don't need to drink wine

I'm tired. I feel like sleeping now

Go to sleep, silly boy. Love won't come

Close your eyes. I'll bury the body for you

I used to kill myself and destroy my body

If living is a baptism, I'm sorry