Lyrics of Shenqi's "wish of a madman"

I feel that we are small like a grain of sand in the wind and dust, although I shout loudly

I am a lunatic in other people's eyes

It's easy to listen to the rich but not the common people. Hello, I'm Shen Qi

I got out of this hospital and didn't show up in the city

Yelling with hasty steps and never meeting the crowd

My clothes are worn out and my body is bloodstained

I passed the village road, winding through the dim lights

This heart dare not see people dare not make a sound

I'm afraid no one will listen to me once I'm honest

How helpless and helpless my coat is in your eyes

But I think we're just as vulnerable

In flight, I stare at my changing face

He breathed desperately with his mouth open in panic

Is there a wandering lane

I didn't find what I remember when I went to the end of the alley

Maybe the sand on the road ahead is as big as the murals in late autumn

Self esteem reminds me for a moment not to be afraid

So I knelt down and prayed for the withering grass

It can find flowers for company and avoid the feet of the world

Maybe I am the grass that is trampled and torn

How I want to be able to survive for a short time, someone knows my good

I used to be treated coldly by you, because I have a strange temper

I just wanted to ask for water, but I was turned away

Let me walk slowly along the path under the moonlight

The old trees on the roadside look into my eyes and cry to me

The madman's wish is to get out of the hospital as soon as possible

The madman's wish is not to meet people

The madman's wish is to have enough to eat every day

The madman's wish is to stop begging

The madman's wish is to have a little self-respect

The madman's wish is that there is no distinction between poverty and baseness

The wish of this madman is the kind face of his parents

The madman's wish is more warmth

How helpless and pathetic I am, how worthless I am

Is my inner language drowning the sea of people

No one will notice me looking for my place

Even if I die at this moment, who will remember me