Lyrics of growing up by MC Xuanyan

Afraid to turn off the lights to stay up alone, this is growth.

From the roadside stall to the noble restaurant, this is the experience.

Over the years, I've said a lot against my will,

How many things I didn't want to do,

Even I don't know what is true and what is false.

Lying alone in the cold bed, looking at the dark room

It's a long, dark cold wind to carry alone

For the sake of life hard, lonely sigh now

Pretending to be polite, who knows the pains

How many people are afraid of what they say against their will

How many people's abuse have I received? Everyone says I'm too bad

I've been double faced a few times, and I'm too afraid to be hurt

Made a couple of emotional deals, pretended to be noble

Why is society so realistic and returns come too late

I want to know if it's worth it. How many hours are left

Climbing with half a cigarette in my hand

I've been through a lot of hard work. I look up to the blue sky

I have also complained about why fate is not believed

Deeply engraved in my heart, how much hatred to put down

I've been working hard, and I want to get ahead

There's no point in bleeding and sweating. It's hard to bear in mind

The so-called return I want at last

Finally, there was a smile on my face saying that I would be proud of me

It's a long way from begging to glory

She bought a car and changed her house to be her bridegroom

How many people have criticized me for being too insidious

I can't forget my origin even if I bear it again and again