Lyrics of "I give up in this life" by MC Xuanyan

He closed his eyes in despair

Everything in this world is gone

It has nothing to do with me

The rain watered down my hope and made me lose my way

I swayed like a broken kite in the wind

I'm standing in the rain crying, but you look at the play coldly

Your eyes are full of pickiness, turn away from me

I ring your waist from behind and put down my pride

I'm like an injured kitten trying to pamper its owner

You smile and push me to the ground

The sharp stone pierced into the arm, leaving mottled blood

You deepen that smile and look scarlet

The red blood is getting thicker and thicker, and you don't move

You stab my heart with your cold eyes

Crush my soul and leave scars

My wound won't heal. Do you know the pain

I grabbed the corner of your coat and flattered you again

My eyes are full of sorrow, please don't leave

You ruthlessly let me go, let me stay in a daze

I put down my dignity and walked in front of you

But you are cruel to me and refuse to sprinkle salt on my wound

The pain swept through the chest, shivering with pain

I try my best to hold your hand and don't want to let you go

You unfeelingly broke off my hand and left without returning

I look like a clown squatting on the street

Rain washed away my unwilling, let me embarrassed

I feel uneasy when I lose you

There was a flash of lightning across the sky, like a sword

My blood is so proud, rain is no longer hate

Memories come to my mind and think of your eyes

Once you were so gentle to soothe my sorrow

I fell into a pool of blood, no longer struggling to support

Listen to the wind in my ear, I can't fight

I closed my eyes and let the wind and rain sweep me

My arm is still bleeding and my mind is drifting away

Blood is still pouring out, and I can't cry

I've lost all my life