Lyrics of "rivers and lakes are like a gust of wind" by MC Xuanyan

The world is like a gust of wind, and the heart is like a lamp

And I'm like I'm lost in the world

A gust of wind said take up a pen, a rain said think of you

I can't find myself all the way

This gust of wind is like a drag on this rain, like regret

And I just can't get to the other side

Is it rain or delay, joys and sorrows or separation

My aloofness and arrogance made me crazy

Blowing or drizzle, fantasy or simulation

I write all the stories from falling to climbing

I'm one of the various stories

How can I see through the laughter and silence in the network

Is it that I can't see through the world of mortals, or should I always smell it

Is it me who is not happy or is it nature who loves to make people happy

Is it that I can't let go of contentment or wind poison

Can't I forget the world or blow out the candle

I was cruel before I came, and I left naked

I said I could put it all down, but it was all lies

What makes me so uneasy

Is it because I'm out of my mind that I lost my spirit

He was buried in the mist like smoke and rain

This broken situation is like a pen that can't be put down or taken up

I've been fighting day and night for three years and four months

The wind will blow out the lamp before the flowers bloom

Blow out all my memories and take away all my handwriting

Why be greedy in the past

Is my fist not hard enough or is my heart King nature

Or how can this mirror make me bow down

Is it that I can't escape the trap, or am I too weak to jump

Even if I'm a golden cicada, I'll lose my pride