Lyrics of "I shot myself" by MC Xuanyan

If someone asks me

How did you get through those hard times

I think I have only one answer

There is a strong force supporting me

The name of this power is

Want to die and dare not

I shot myself

He was seriously injured

Maybe because of fear

My heart began to panic

Or for some reason

I felt dizzy for a moment

In fact, I wanted to leave for a long time

Just not determined

Well, let me talk about it

Let me think about it

How do I end my life

How does pain grow

It's a little cold at the muzzle

This is a black bullet hole

It's like he's urging me to hurry up

Time needs to be saved

I was a little nostalgic for you at first

The scene suddenly appeared

Even a little nostalgic

I loved you once

I started to be reluctant to give up my life

Hard work failed

Later I began to understand

Life abandoned me

No love, no career

I cried several times

This family is dead, too

I'm just so unlucky

I raised my hand with the gun

I aim at my chest

I tapped the trigger

So skillful

Bang no more

Get more or less

How much can we do

How good is it to be a ghost

The end is so simple

There was no uneasiness

Compared with the pessimism of the past

It's a normal way

Do you think I'll die

No one gave me paper

My blood is coming out

Blood stained teeth

The pupils are dilated, like talking

That's a cool look

Am I dead

But I don't want to die

Ha ha, it doesn't hurt much

The blood is not very red

Now I'm free at last

Goodbye to this empty city

Who will come to see me when I die

My body is rotting

Who would guess

The regret of my life

The smell of gunpowder in the air

It makes me so proud

I don't need to rely on it anymore

Who don't you need to hug

I'm free. I don't need to drink wine

I'm tired. I feel like sleeping now

Go to sleep, silly boy. Love won't come

Close your eyes. I'll bury you

I killed myself

Destroy your body

If you live, it's a baptism

So I'm sorry