Lyrics of hate by MC Xuanyan

I hate my wishful thinking and my inability to stop it,

Hate that I don't have the courage to rush, hate that I can only imitate

I hate that I'm too young, that I put down my pride,

Hate me for being trapped by you, hate me for still giggling

I hate that I don't have a car or a house, that I'm defeated by jackals,

Hate me not your bridegroom, hate me like a sheep

I hate my ignorance, I hate my loss all day,

Hate me for making so many mistakes, hate me for muddling along

I hate that I can't hold the knife tightly, and I want to climb high,

I don't hate like a wild cat

I hate my crying and my heartbreak for you,

Hate me hiding in the corner drunk, hate I love you unworthy

I hate that I believe you, that I'm so stupid,

Hate me for being a rotten ruffian, hate me for losing myself

I hate that I'm still mad, that I drink and smoke,

Hate me for eighty-three days, hate me for keeping you in my heart