Lyrics of black Narcissus by Lu qiaoyin

Black Narcissus (Chinese version)

If not for you, I can laugh at love

But I can't think that I can't control myself

I love you just like me

Or me in your eyes

Why can't I touch what I love most and what I desire most

You are my projection or a kind of destiny, I can't hold fast to you

It's wrong to love you

What's right

What else would you be reluctant to give up

Give me everything I feel good disdain

Is love a mirror? Will it be me

With a bitter smile, proud of fatigue

Love is bitter, like the black Narcissus spread infinite

I can't see your dream of self willed sleep

Why can't I touch what I love most and what I desire most

You are my projection or a kind of destiny, I can't hold fast to you

It's wrong to love you

What's right

What else would you be reluctant to give up

Tears are hot, but I feel so kind

If not for you, I can laugh at love

But I can't think that I can't control myself

I love you just like me

Or the imaginary self

As if you should have been mine