Lyrics of Zhang Yusheng's forgetfulness

I have a forgetfulness that never bothers me

Just when I was meditating, I suddenly found out what I had lost

I can tell what to remember and what not to remember. I can tell the difference in the number on the calendar

I can tell the faces I want to see and the faces I don't want to see

But it was unconsciously shelved in the darkest corner of my heart

I once forced me to remember, but I never mentioned it again

Every time I look through my friends' letters, I suddenly realize that I have lost everything

Relatives and friends may forget to complain to me, but how can I neglect the details of my life

I can repeat that love story, but forget the birthday of my parents who love me so much

I can wait for someone for hours, but forget that my parents are missing me

I often long to curry favor with those noble celebrities, but I forget who I really care about

I often work hard and never sleep, but forget who is waiting for me

I don't ask for the past to come back. I believe I won't fail

But what's bitter is how helpless nerve failure should be now

How can I learn to be serious like that child? How can I get back the love I despised

How can I increase my concern for people? How can I keep that advice in my mind forever

I don't want to grow into a fool without knowing it

But always for many regrets haggard, for the wrong to forget the date feel sad

What should I use to chase those lost ones

I often pay attention to women's skirt. I often go to a fixed place to eat steak

Sometimes I am arrogant and happy; sometimes I am down and out as if I were a beggar

But I still am very fond of perfume, and I still miss black tea and lemon pie.

I'm still childish and ignorant, good or bad, I still tease myself with joy and sorrow

Oh, how can the feeling of mind be restrained? Is this symptom strange today

I'm just wandering on the edge of memory. I'm just accumulating too much debt