Lyrics of Zhang Jingxuan's "award for lovelorn"

Half empty bed lost a lot of pounds

I'll pay my bills in the morning, afternoon and evening

I don't like to see the next chapter

I'll go to sleep when I'm drunk. I'm not busy for you any more

Look at these four walls and tell me what I want

I'm like a madman if I don't pour cold water

Leave those old places that we visited together

Let me be alone and change the world into a new one

Lovelorn award, let everything have false hope again

Even if I don't have oxygen in my head

Even if I lose my sweet fantasy

Lovelorn prize again calls you to find the way

Spend all my love to win your release

My heart feels very cold, but it's a little windy

The most comfortable feeling in the world is the heat

Who knows, I don't know how to be smart and lack camouflage

Even if praise is my only gift, there is still sadness in my smile

Lovelorn award, let everything have false hope again

Even if I don't have oxygen in my head

Even if I lose my sweet fantasy

Lovelorn prize again calls you to find the way

Spend all my love to win your release

You love me, but you want a safe haven

Why did you tell me the truth the night you left

Lovelorn award, let everything have false hope again

Even if I don't have oxygen in my head

Even if I'm too painful to be able to be myself

Lovelorn prize again calls you to find the way

Don't take my feelings into consideration

Spend all my love to win your release