The lyrics of Zheng Xiuwen's "chasing after chasing"

How am I? Why can't I say it

You can't take the trouble

Waiting for me to let go

Why is your love like persecution

I have to face the future

It's too hard to see daylight

Don't be silly for me

If you want to ask me, don't ask me what I want to pursue

I can't do it anymore, but I'm forced to do it

Why not laugh and sleep together

Sad to see you fall asleep

Why should I be happy but burst into tears

I'm afraid I'll die of heartbreak

Unexplained heartbreak

Why can't you survive being loved

I'm in pain. Compassion makes me even more painful

And then you want me to take care how

How do you understand

I don't believe what's the use of the front

If I force you to be tolerant

I can only feel useless

Please put me down. Don't ask me why

What will you get if you pursue and regret

It's no use chasing again. How dare you chase again

Why not laugh and sleep together

Sad to see you fall asleep

Why should I be happy but burst into tears

I'm afraid I'll die of heartbreak

Unexplained heartbreak

Helplessly watching who helped me out of the past

Thank you for going through