Lyrics of "mourning love" by Jiajia Dazhen

This is the betrayal you said love would not

How can I still experience it

Don't you know what love is

Why should love hurt

Can't you live a normal life

Sad when I found that actually can not find the object of the heart and cry

Because you have been loved without any grievances and give up the care of friends

At the moment, a person's helplessness can't figure out whose fault it is

Don't say it's all my fault to give up. I just don't want to worry about it any more

I don't want to act like that in front of you anymore

No matter how you comfort yourself, it's not a relief

Why do I love you with my heart? I'm the last one to lose

Is it better to forget everything at least than now

Then I'd rather not have been here

I want to say it's better to bury love freely

Why did I get hurt in the end

Why do I choose betrayal between love and not love

Why hurt me? You still laugh so naturally

Why did I choose to leave at last

Now I'm back where we met

I rearranged my foolishness, and your smiling face opened the beautiful moment

Have you already forgotten those languages

Has it changed for someone long ago

Maybe there's always a line of defense between us that I can't get close to any more

Forget to think of the loss of departure

Buried our last feelings

The scarred past will not be mentioned for anyone

I'm not going to be obsessed any more

We have too many memories in 2010

Your ruthlessness disguised my funeral

Maybe I'm the only one who's desperate every time

That's because I really love you

Why did you choose to give up in the end

Why are you always careful between love and not love

Why do you always have a little doubt about me

Why are you so cruel? I still love you very much

Is it my leaving that makes us free and easy

So even in the end, you still don't understand my pain

So I'm not as brave as I am to let you know my guilt

No matter how sad you are, you have to smile perfunctorily

No matter how distressed you are, you have to run away from your world

No matter how hard you feel, you have to close your mouth to prevent tears from flowing down

Even if you don't know how much courage it takes to bear all this

For your feelings, I can only sob in a low voice at night

Why can't I hate you? Why do I love you so much

Gradually I began to hate myself, why don't I hate you

Gradually I began to hate why I love you so much

Can't I just forget you

In the end, I found that I can't live a sloppy life without you

Never thought it would be so inseparable from you

Until I really don't have you, I hate why I left you